“You can’t go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.”
—-C.S. Lewis

I started this blog on January 21, 2021, and like the other fifteen blogs I started last year, I got halfway through and filed it away. I decided to bring it back out and finish it today, because it is time to get back to business as the “new usual.” So, if this reads a bit disjointedly, it is because it took me 365 days to finish it, but the sentiment that was there then, continues now.

I woke up on January 21, 2021, with a feeling I was unfamiliar with these past few years...hope. If nothing else, I know that kindness and civility will be brought back into our government. I know that the things that are important to me; equality for all, clean environment, health care and education will all be priorities with this administration. I believe that there will be more transparency these next four years, and science and truth will both be respected.

I also am aware that many people woke up this morning with the same feeling in the pit of their stomach that I had four years ago today. Republicans and Democrats have different priorities, and neither party is more “correct” than the other. I am uncompromisingly, radically left as far as equal rights (and justice) for all go, but in most other areas I lean towards the middle. Although I would like to live in a country that leans towards liberal in all areas, I understand that our country is populated with an equal amount of conservative thinking people, and we must find a level of comfort for all.

In order to better understand what is going on, I did a great deal of channel hopping these last few months, and it helped me understand the confusion our country is feeling. We are shown totally different slants on all events when we watch the liberal leaning news or the conservative leaning news (oh Walter Cronkite, where are you when we need you most?), and each side is spinning a different tale. Most of us seem to be watching the news to validate our beliefs though, so these media outlets can get away with spouting opinion rather than fact. Sean Hannity fans will listen to his take on the news and believe they are facts while Don Lemon fans will see the world events through his liberal set of facts. I get it.

What I don’t understand is the people who can dismiss the sights I witnessed on our Capitol steps on January 6, 2021. No matter which side you lean towards, no matter what issue you believe is most important, no matter how much you want your “team” to win, when you see thousands of people adorned in Nazi like uniforms storming the Capitol, breaking its windows, defecating on its floors and searching for the Vice President of our country so they can lynch him, it is time to take a good look at who you are listening to and believing.

I do understand that the majority of people who went to Washington last year had noble intentions. They believed that their president had been wronged and that democracy was in danger. They wanted to stand up for what they thought was right. They turned and left when violence broke out. They, however, cannot be so blind as to believe that those who violently attacked all that America stands for, should be let go with a pat on the back. They cannot believe that supporting the politicians who support the insurrectionists is what our forefathers would have wanted. We must come together, Democrats, Republicans and Independents, and bring us back to one country…indivisible…with liberty and justice for ALL. You are right Mr. Lewis, we can’t change what did happen, but we can make sure it never happens again.

Now, if you want to know what I was doing during the year between the start and finish of this blog, it is not a secret. I was reading great books from great authors.
One book that got my heart was After Anna by Lisa Scottoline. This mystery wrapped around a family story kept my interest from page one.

As always, a complete review of this book follows my blog.

Happy reading,

-Beverly
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Genre: Fiction

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Although I haven’t read all of Lisa Scottoline’s books, I have really enjoyed the ones I have read. After Anna is an interesting story with several twists one doesn’t see coming. Noah and Maggie are obviously in love and happily married, and together they are raising Noah’s son Caleb. It should be a happily ever after story, but we find out from the beginning that it is far from that happy ending.

Told from alternating points of view, the story starts with Noah waiting for the verdict in his murder trial. Then we go to Maggie...before. We find that she has not seen her daughter Anna since her husband retained custody years ago. Maggie suffered from severe postpartum depression and couldn’t fight her husband for custody. Chapter two begins with Maggie hearing from a teenaged Anna who wants to see her. Thrilled, Maggie makes arrangements to meet Anna at her boarding school.

The plot jumps back and forth, and we find that their lives fall apart when Anna moves in with Maggie, Noah and Caleb. Although Noah seems to be trying to build a relationship with Anna, Maggie feels a tension in the air, so when Anna is murdered and Noah is accused, she doesn’t know what to believe.

Some readers might be put off with the writing style, but I found it interesting. As each chapter ended, I anxiously jumped into the next, trying to decide exactly who I believed. There was a bit of predictability, but there was enough mystery to keep me interested throughout.

- Beverly
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​Publisher - St. Martin's Press
Date of Publication - ​April 10, 2018

“I have lived a thousand lives and I have loved a thousand loves. I’ve walked on distant worlds and seen the end of time.
…Because I read.”  —-George R.R. Martin


I know that I am not alone when I say that this pandemic has completely destroyed my sleep cycles. I am wide awake and writing at 4:43 AM. This in itself is unusual, because it has also done a number on my ability to put pen to paper. There is a new normal that we will all have to adjust to, and I think it will be harder than we believe.

My one saving grace in this pandemic (actually one of two…Arthur by my side is the biggie) has been my love of reading. At least my mind can travel while my body sits firmly planted in my “safe” house. I have read more books in the past two years than I have read in the previous five combined, and those that know me realize that is a bundle of reading. Unfortunately, since the writing part of my brain took an extended vacation, I will have to spend the next few months playing catch up.

One of the reasons I have been absent the last year or so, has been my inability to remain somewhat impartial about events that surround me. I have taken pride in my life in being able to see both sides of every issue, even if I believed strongly in one side, but suddenly the world became black and white to me. Us and them. Good and bad. I had no desire to see the other side of any issue. I avoided people who didn’t see things my way. I became the very person that I often railed against. How did this happen?

I don’t know how it happened, but I am slowly coming out the other side. Although I was the first in line for all three doses of vaccine, I do understand the fear that some people have of putting the “unknown” into their bodies. Although I have not entered a building or been in a crowded outdoor space without a mask in two years, I sympathize with those who feel claustrophobic when their mouths and noses are covered. I have always been one who recognized the importance of community, and I do believe we have to move beyond our fears to help protect those around us, but I will try to not shut out those who don’t feel as I do.

So, I am back, and I will continue to contribute my thoughts on current happenings (as long as I can remain somewhat impartial) along with my recommendations of the amazing books, old and new, that I have been lucky enough to read. It may take me a few months to get into full swing, and I might miss a week here and there, but I will take my “new normal” and share it with you as we all tread softly through 2022.

In May of 2014, I wrote about Rick Mofina in the Featured Authors section of Madderlyreview.com., and while I mentioned his several series, I did not stress exactly how good his stand-alone thrillers are. If you never read a book by Rick Mofina before, Their Last Secret is a good introduction, and if you are a fan, this book won’t disappoint.

As always, a complete review of this book follows my blog.

Happy reading,

-Beverly
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Genre: Mystery

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It is said that there are only a few storylines in the world, and authors spend their careers writing the same story in different ways. If this is true, than Rick Mofina has found the secret, because most of his novels are filled with twists and turns that feel as original as they are exciting. His latest offering, Their Last Secret, is one of his best offerings, filled with well defined characters and a mystery that is fun to delve into as we follow the clues.

Emma Grant is a school counselor in California with a wonderful husband and a step-daughter whom she is trying to win over. She is a far cry from the fourteen year old who made a blood pact with her friends to protect each other no matter what happens. When her author husband, Ben, agrees to write a true crime book about an event that happened years ago, suddenly Emma’s worlds seem to collide.

She is sure she is being followed, and when she tries to find out who is driving the suspicious car, an accident ensues and the mystery continues. When she finds a note on her car in the school parking lot that threatens to reveal her secret, Emma knows that she must do something to protect the family and life she has come to love.

Her step-daughter, Kayla, feels something is odd in the way Emma is acting, but her dad is sure she is imagining things because she misses her deceased mother. Emma’s balancing act gets more a more precarious as she finds that old friends aren’t always good friends, and memories can be startlingly different from one old friend to another. The desperate steps that Emma takes to right her world will have the reader on seat’s edge until the satisfying conclusion.

-Beverly


​Publisher - MIRA; Original edition
Date of Publication - ​​July 28, 2020